I kinda expected it to be a bit crappy cos of the weather and last night i sat there and thought to myself "how can i progress further?"

I got up and got ready to go out, I left the house around 9am ish, then walked into town, i looked at some shoes in the shoeshop then i looked at some skirts in a clothes shop. I went to the ladies loo for a wee and to do my makeup.

The thing is i just did these few things without batting an eyelid... I am not sure if i have come to the end of this particular chapter of Samantha. There would have been a time where this kinda day would be a fantasy or a dream.

However i felt as though today i was just going out for the sake of it. I did the usual thing and had a chat to a few strangers and got some nice compliments. I stood around for a bit, trying to think up stuff to stop me being bored and all i could think off was to ask another girl how i looked.

I saw my next stranger... a red haired girl around my age. dressed really sexy but casual, i thought she looked quite foxy so i as she walked past me i asked how she thought i looked and she smiled and said i looked fine.

I hid it really really well but inside i was terrified.... why?? i hear you ask....She was only my exgirlfriend who i'd not seen in about 3 years! Argh!!

I retreated in two moods; scared and really happy, after all i had accidently taken the nearly ultimate task of passing to someone who knows you! so at the same time pleased that she obviously didnt recognise me:)

Anyway my heart still racing i went home. On the way home i did achieve another first for me though. I stopped a boy, he must have been around 16/17 years old but not chavvy looking and i asked hime how i looked, did i look like a proper girl, he went bright red and said i looked ok and jogged off.

Anyways a few faithful tgirls out there have emailed me wanting to know how i did my cleavage... so i decided to write it here for all to see:

A few piccys taken with my trusty camera phone:p